I looked down at my hands
Wrinkled, spotted, and old
A baby? At my age?
How I laughed.
But now as I hold my baby boy
In my arms
I thank God for
Fulfilling his promises
Looking up I spot Hagar
Ruffling Ishmael’s hair
Smiling that smug smile
Oh how I hate that smile
I narrow my eyes
And a bitter taste fills my mouth
So angry
At myself, for not waiting
At Abraham
God
Everyone.
Isaac stretches and yawns in my arms
Tiny and vulnerable
I vow to find a way for him to be
Abraham’s heir.
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